if you're seldom use your brain, that would happen.

God bless APEC
God bless Gender studies
God bless レジ袋の有料化
God bless APU

tittle : hanya satu
artist : mocca

Hanya satu pintaku
Tuk memandang langit biru
Dalam dekap seorang ibu

Hanya satu pintaku
Tuk bercanda dan tertawa
Di pangkuan seorang ayah

Apabila ini
Hanya sebuah mimpi
Ku selalu berharap
Dan tak pernah terbangun

Hanya satu pintaku
Tuk memandang langit biru
Di pangkuan ayah dan ibu

Apabila ini
Hanya sebuah mimpi
Ku selalu berharap
Dan tak pernah terbangun

Hanya satu pintaku
Tuk memandang langit biru
Dalam dekap ayah dan ibu

notes : even though we did and will do a lot of quarrels, we betray each other, and all the long emails and long chat about .... *even i often don't know what we were talking about*
i want to go back to their hugs.

love love love,
your evil daughter

isabella inez angelixa masli

crazy anteater.
how can you sleep for 13 hours?!

thank your for the 2nd bus and the more than 12hours that we spent together on Saturday.
you crazy skinny sleepy head anteater~

ask ask ask ask ask

i need cold starbucks cocoa!!
this is an emergency.

nooo my mood is still ok
*if you don't remind me about my reports, exam, etc, blahblah*
i just want to drink it straight from the green starbucks straw.
*WHY the color must be GREEN*

anyway,

nez, i want you to forgive and FORGET about your past.

well, for an opening, just try these 2..

forgive and forget about what happen in high school.
try to say "sma gw SANUR BSD," bukan "SMA?! dulu si gw NUMPANG BELAJAR DI SANUR BSD"
and try to LOVE the color of green.
the color has nothing to do with your private heart ache in high school time.
i'm kinda proud of you because now you have a least 1 green shirt.

forgive and forget about what happen with your eyes.
your eyes are BAD. yeah so?!
you are not alone dear. why on earth you feel ashame to tell the world about your eyes' minus?

okai.
back to your report dear.

a posting from isabella to inez

ps : trenggiling ganbatte projectnya :) 週末まで我慢できるよ！

come and make my day
come and take my pain away
come and bring me laugh
come and bring me joy

just come

saya suka nyolong start
saya suka coklat
saya suka travel tapi malas siap-siap
saya aneh. saya manusia ironi
tapi saya senang karena sekarang tangal 5 november 2009
besok :))





trenggiling centil jangan tidur terus!
jangan main game terus
habis exam week nanti kita ke yufuin bareng2 ya!

walaupun kita berempat malas ketik email, malas chatting
bertemu banyak orang baru
tapi kita bakal kembali bertemu berempat
kita pisah jauh dan tahu kalau kita ga mungkin pisah.
kangennnnnn~

dedicated to jacinta indy irwanto, maria andina kinasih, rizky caesari febriyanti
(urut abjad cuy)


foto terakhir kita bareng maret 2009

eh, eh berapa hari belakangan, entah kenapa gw jadi sering nostalgia bareng kalian.
tapi ya gw merasa lucu loh.
sekarang kita tertawa, dulu kita merasa yang paling sengsara.




mengutip suratnya andina pas gw brangkat ke jepang sept 2008 lalu.
"nez gw ga kebayang klo kita uda menikah semua nantinya"

gw jg ga kebayang.
tapi yg gw tau, kita tetap sahabat :)
tinggal siapa yg jadi pager ayu, siapa yang jadi maid of honor, etc, blahblah, dll. haha.

salam dari beppu,
isabella inez angelixa masli

stuffs to learn before and after 20

1. how to deal with busy schedule
i'm working on it ! just another 3 exams, 1 english report, and 3/4 japanese report

2. how to deal with cold weather and sickness
the weather is killing me. sometimes is a lil bit hot or warm, but sometimes it is freaking COLD. the wind is driving my ears crazy. poor my laundry

3. how to deal with pain in the ass people and work in the same group with them, INITIATIVE is the key
start with yourself and make other's feel "oh-i-have-to-wake-up-my-lazy-ass-into-some-work"

4. how to deal with homesick, to miss your hometown and the people you left there, including the scared feeling of going back there
how are you jakarta? don't you know? i miss you a lot. but... i feel scared to go back to feel your sunshine again

5. how to deal with someone you care, try to be in the middle of DEMANDING and NOT demanding
trenggiling centil~ i'm trying y'know and happy 4months :) you always makes my day in beppu

6. how to live together with new people under the same roof
love love love love our new same RAMBUT PONI

7. how to keep your principal in life and try to deal with some parts of it
hahaha. no comment on this

8. how to behave and act according to your real age
i'm almost 20

9. how to act in between : SOCIAL and ANTIsocial
everytime i want to be ANTIsocial, people just keep coming and drag me into the crowd. :(

10. how to deal and LOVE with yourself (MYSELF)
have i told you that i HATE my STUPIDself? yes need more learning in this 10th point.

saman flower
poupeegirl




otsukare saman dance :))

two times performances.

what a vacation!

finally! we have our summer vacation desu ne!!

okay okay.
video times.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=129557451403&subj=633327627
the entrance ceremony in APU

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1206639533565&subj=633327627
the nitten party

watch them ok. hahahaha!

otsukare minna!
what a pleasure to dance with you all :)

kirin da yo
poupeegirl




my new necklace.
yes. i love giraffe.
why do i love giraffe? because they have long neck.
excuse me for the lame answer. but seriously.

hallo hallo hallo.
its saturday night.
and will be my last night alone in eki mae biru 402 aka my small, warm *or too hot*, messy, yet LOVELY apartment.

yes my dearest sharemates will be back SOON.

and yet. summer holiday will end in 4days.
well i have a wonderfull summer vacation you know.

( summer 2009 in japan )

by poupeegirl




yihaaa. at last new hair style for my poupee.
even though i have to pay like 50ribbons. A*S!

but its cute.

by the way.
im tryin to make my hair grow longer.
and i think it works out well :) yihaa.
my family, my friends, and my BF *well i PUSHED him to say that * said that its growing longer.

mm i dont really take pictures these days.
yah later i'll show you guys.

how's your hair these days?

have a good day

by poupeegirl


somebody,, buy me that killing red-ish shoes!
well it will kill me afterwards. argh.

i need to work out in how to use high heels!

missha nail polish
poupeegirl





what a lovely RED-SEXY nail polish. yes yes yes YES!





so yeah. this is what have i done lately.

playin game online all the time.

im addicted.

i DO miss to write stuff in my LJ.
but argh. damn it.
im too LAZY to do so.
geez. I MUST WRITE MORE AND MORE.

nowadays, im also addicted to TWITTER.
just follow me : ineznezu.

oh yea, this is the summer time *im NOT singing NEWS' song ok*
i really enjoy summer holiday in beppu.

*not to mention YOU-KNOW-WHO is leaving me behind, HAHAHA KIDDING! just another 10 days :) *

and i do MISS my FAMILY and FRIENDS.
and....er .....  shopping......

you have no idea how full is my cupboard now..
*sst dont tell my mom

ok ok ok ok....
MUST WRITE MORE IN MY FREAKING LOVELY CUTIE LJ kyaaa!

 to all my dearest :)

i dont know what happen to me.
but i admit, lately i've became more and more weird.

yes i have a lot of stuff to think.
i don't mean to be over exagerate or what, but really. 
i need time to heal everything.

i'm so glad that exams are over yayy ;)

so yea i have time to relax.
i don't want to run away from the reality, but give me a break for just a day.
even half day would be fine :)

anyway, just to shout out some of my selfishness
"woyyyyyyyYYYyyyYYYyyyyy how can you all love me but still you still give me preassure?
serba salah tauuuuuuuuuuuuuuu i love you all too but you all pissed me off. gimana dunk. i know i can't say that but seriously.
this damn freaking preassure just won't go away. i love you without doubts and conditions.
bukankah rasa cinta itu harusnya tanpa syarat? 

ok. dont judge me as unthankful kid. i know you love me and i love you too woy!

i just want to be happy
dan bukankah kalau aku happy, kalian happy dan kita semua happy? 


enough."

okay. i'm off to go :)

have a nice weekend.

duh ni LJ lama2 jadi tong sampah busuk dah.
will post some more fun entry SOON! ILU ALL! :)

and for the peculiar guy "ASK" :)

hehehee.
thanks for the WONDERFULL ONE WEEK :)
maaf yaaaa. gw ikut ketiduran di bus >.<

anyway... whatever what happen,,, please stand still :))

スキー焼き
焼きーそば
そばーパン
パンーケーキ
ケーキーチョコ
チョコーバナナ
バナナーミルクティー

makanya nya di bilang IQ nya turun :) but i'm happy :)

jadi begini.....
gw sayanggggggg sekali lohhh.
seriously sayangggg banget.

klo ga.. utk apa semua tangis darah itu keluar ketika sampai di beppu.
utk apa semua doa2 manis yg keluar dr mulut ketika gw ke gereja tiap minggu.
utk apa semua pengorbanan utk membuat  bangga.

tapi......
coba....
kali ini......
beri gw.... sedikit. sedikit saja kepercayaann :)
gw tau maksudnyau baik. dan gw percaya 100%.
tp. please mengerti. semua ini. semua yg terjadi sekarang ini..... tidak sampai ke SITU pikirnya.
memang. sudah tidak bisa lagi mengalir sperti sungai. takut hanyut.
tapi.... please. tau ga. gw merasa nyaman. nyaman sekali :)

keadaannya begini. saya jauhhhh loh.

yg dulu2.... biarin aja. gw tulus kok.
tulus sayang :)

dan..... gw ga pernah mengatas-posisikan sahabat2 gw di atas.
demi apapun juga.
itu semua karena, mereka selalu ada buat gw di saat gw merasa sendirian.
jgn anggap mereka yg jahat. tapi anggap gw yg jahat karena, gw yg merasa sendirian.
tp gw bisa berubah. dan gw sadar. kalau gw ga sendirian.

gw tersenyum kok.
sampai di saat gw mengetik entry ini, gw tersenyum, one of my best smile that i can give for you :)

gw punya tujuan ke sini.
dan gw tau. tau betul... benar2 tau betul ttg apa yg sedang gw jalanin sekarang.
tp gw ga merasa itu salah. apa gw salah? :)

is this a miracle after indonesian week?
or miserable thing after indonesian week?

but.....
3 (or even 4) people have been infected by swine flu in beppu,,,, more closer : in APU campus.
.................... w.t.f

then campus closed for a week....

one question : WHAT SHOULD I DO IN A WEEK?
damn it. a lot of homeworks, tasks, presentations.... sh*t!

ok. try to more positive..
man, i get a break after indonesian week 09..... :)

beautiful yet creepy......

poor the peacock i may say......

source : http://oursurprisingworld.com/the-15-million-wedding-dress-made-up-of-2009-peacock-feathers/

hahahahaha. im really proud of zaza and my choir :)
we've had a very taihen practice for 2months.
and we did it :)

i never become a conductor.
but hey, i've made it.
well i tried my best :)

i want to say thanks to indra and his friends for making the script for our choir :)
awesome!

arghhhh. i can't say a word!

... ehem.... for indonesian week 09 choir's member
let's take a rest.
and let the choir be one of your best memories in APU.



for ANGKATAN 18...
what kind of indonesian week 2010 that we will make next year?
stop saying foolish like "hey im going to have an exchange in UI,"
euh, wait. that was ME who said that.
anyway.... LET'S GANBARIMASHOU! :)

parade at APU campus


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gerobak with snacks and drinks in APU cafetaria





patner in crime : zaza
(in choir)

:) im gonna miss you indonesian week 2009

for more LOVELY pictures : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=89253&id=633327627

and i think i've uploaded a lot of pictures in my facebook.

enjoy :)